heloo people!i've been pondering lately.dan gw baru sadar betapa jahatnya gw ini.i really hate to see how i've become.i've becoming an ego-sentric,careless,mean,wicked,and self-absorbed person.gw emang uda sadar perubahan sikap gw belakangan ini.tp yg kmrn tuh bener2 kyk tamparan bwt gw.SNAP!it's like a turning point.it's started with a nice chat with febi.then,febi invite kido.trus kita chat.dan gw sperti byasa goda2in si kido gt.tp yg kali ini bener2 kasar bgt omongan gw.emank maksutnya becanda,tp kyknya ud over gt.dan gobloknya,gw baru sadar tuh bebrapa lama kemudia.abis gw ngomong2 kata2 tsb,gw ama kido kyk adu mulut gt di chat (krn lwt msn jd namanya adu ketik).pake caps lock smua.trus ampe akhirnya febi bukan windows baru dan dy paste hasil chat dy ama kido.trus kido bilang intinya ngmg gw terlalu out-of-mind gt deh.dan dr st gw bener2 kyk ditampar.trus gw mintamaap gt deh,tp minta maapnya jg masi rada nyolot gt.i'm a very selfish girl.even gw ud tau gw salah,gw masi gengsi gt.shit.

next,gw mau ngomongin ttg yg namanya betrayal.betrayal means hurt somebody who trusts you by not being unfaithful to them.i really hate people who couldn't keep their mouth closed.i'd chime in with a haven't you people ever heard of closin a goddamn door?ugh,another turning point for me.but,by this,i learn one thing.NEVER TRUSTS ANYONE!it's the number 1 rule.numero uno!anyway,i don't really wanna talk about this issue anymore.it just drives me mad.i just wanna forget about it.pretend that it never happened before.

oiya,kmrn pas chat aam febi gw dpt kata2 favorit lg.here's my favorite lines..haha

1. penanggung jawab untuk basket kelas X itu...kevin

2. biarpun rada kyk kambing dikit..

3. kalo dadag sisi kekambingannya menonjol

hahahaha.klo ga tau ceritanya sih pasti aga2 ga ngerti ama 33nya.tp bwt gw,smua line diatas bs bikin gw ngakak.hahahah.aduh,gw bntr lg mau pergi nih kyknya.better get ready.see ya all!next post?SOON!

XO,

-jen.